There are things that do not know because of having to do, but that you just do it. How to write something that never would have thought to write, that you have never been asked to write, you do not feel like saying and then I write again, I'm not a writer then, I'll never be a writer, I do not care about be. not think any of this. I just write, regardless of the hand moves and flows like water in the river bed, because that is his destiny. You do not ask if anything can stop or turn back, even if it will ever go over that section or another section yet. She goes so it is written that happen and you follow her knowing that nothing and nothing will change that fate, followed her to the wonder of ecstatic act of utter simplicity, you know that water will reach the sea, perhaps for this reason you do not care to know where it will end, no nothing of this in front of you is just the wonder of that flow, between stones, and flat stretches with no pulsating, then suddenly a cliff into a waterfall and then she goes flat again. And when you least expect to happen, just as the slide is coming to the goal, then I do not know whether to call destination, because that sense may call the sea or the end of a goal, but you call it what you like, so this is not the problem, I just know that when this is going to happen, without you I miss you imagined it would and then because you'd have nothing and nothing could be left thinking, that's right then you cry and your tears will not stop and then it should.
's all this was for me reading the Catcher in the Rye.
